Unfortunately, I'm not yours Part 5

Sepulangnya di apartemen, Eunhee terus saja memikirkan Daehyun. Namun yang ia pikirkan adalah bahwa betapa menyedihkannya dia, saat mencintai orang yang paling dekat di hidupnya, namun mereka justru menjadi tidak bisa selalu bersama lagi karena cinta sebelah pihaknya terus bertumbuh. Eunhee pun menuangkan perasaannya ke dalam sebuah puisi.

“Fall.. Everything fall.. Scattering apart

Because of you I’m becoming ruined

I wanna stop! I can’t do this!

You can’t do this to me! Iwanna forget you!

All of the things you do are like a mask

It hides the truth and rips me apart

It pierces me, take it all away

I’m going crazy! I hate this!

But you’re my everything..

Please fade away.. I’m sorry..

I love you.. I hate you.. Forgive me..

I need you!!!

Why am I in love alone? Why am I hurting alone?

Why do I keep needing you when I know I’ll get hurt?

We know each other, but you don’t know this feeling

It goes round&round, why do I coming back to you?

I go down&down, at this point, I’m just a fool

Whatever I do, I can’t help it, It’s definitely my heart, my feeling

But why don’t you listen to me?

I’m just talking to my self again..

But the sky is blue, and the sun is shining..

So my tears are even more noticeable

Why is it you? Why can’t I leave this feeling?

Just tell me if you love me too, or tell me it wasn’t love.”

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